International Love: Ugly Crying Once Again

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One year ago, I was ugly crying in my apartment after saying good-bye to my kids at home.

Now, one year after, I am ugly crying in the school's bathroom after saying good-bye to my students here in Japan as I will switch schools next term.

Now, if this is a foreshadow of how all my Julys will be in the future, then I may need to reconsider my career choice. 

This was the first school that I visited when I came. I was also at this school when I saw snow for the first time. I made mistakes here and made friends here with both the teachers and students. I learned a lot here.

I never expected to feel the torrent of emotions that I felt.

These children are amazing. They are so smart, funny and so cool! I love them.

People always say that love knows no boundaries and I accepted it but I've now experienced it. We are so different and I don't even speak the language well but in a few short months, I was already ready to give my life to keep them safe and happy.

Love really knows no boundaries.








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  1. Jamaipanese19 July 2019 at 17:45

    Beautiful messages. Kids are kids everywhere in the world and take heart from the fact that you are/were an important influence in their life and you will still see em around town!

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